This Friday. Wow.
For the longest time I've been telling everyone that I'm going. Mostly because I'm so damn excited but also because I've been trying to make myself realise that I'm actually getting on a plane, travelling overseas by myself and meeting a bunch of new people and having an incredible time!
Truly - not long now.
I packed today. My big suitcase (15.1kg) and my carryon (6.3 kgs). There are a few things I still need to add but I'll still be under weight.
This week I just need to focus on getting everything sorted at school. Marking, marks up, reports written and finalised. Relief and resources done. So much to do.
Spending yesterday with my family here and in Tauranga, spending today lazing and weaving in the arvo... Gave me some homebody time. And time to get the things I needed sorted, sorted. Now I can just properly focus on leaving things good at school so I can leave, stress free.
Crystel is being a dick again though. I thought I could rely on her, but she hasn't been here the last few days. If anything, I thought she'd be wanting to hang out with me as I'm off to Europe soon. Partial jealousy and partial frustration. I can't and don't want to control her. But I do want her to make good decisions. Which she's not at the moment.
I just need a really good sleep, break free from this mental torment, get back on the excited Waka for my trip and seriously just enjoy life, for myself. No-one else.
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